No one can trust an unassuming girl with her thoughts. They just swirl and swirl at the same spot without drawing any conclusion or decision. Once heard, "A woman's heart is a deep ocean". I never knew it would be so deep that the bottom floor is so distant.
What would a girl who has a crush on someone do? She would try to befriend him casually, try to be like the best girl ever seen and all. But I was the complete opposite. I tried to avoid him as much as possible. Never looking his way, never letting his name slip my tongue or preventing others from noticing how my eyes search for him.
I had never imagined that I would be so taken up by a guy, that too someone like Sid. Not that he was the wrong one. He was one of the good ones actually. The way he calls me "Riya" always sends jitters. But it was really rare to hear him call me. I had always been so strong headed that it literally frightened him off. I don't regret it for I have my own identity.
It wasn't any teen factor that drew me to him, like looks or any such foolish criteria. It was only two strong holds- attitude and similitude. His perseverance, tenacity and confidence were what I liked a lot. He thought a lot like me. He had the same impatience, same attitude of trying to win over others, same fun, same energy and so on. What I heard was when two like minded persons confront each other, they try to win over each other. Maybe its correct, because that was what happened with us. But whenever I tried to win over him, I liked him more. And he distanced himself from me more.
Every morning on my way to college, I would only think of one thing, that I would see him again. I could never know if he thought the same. Maybe not. There was nothing like him glancing at me or trying to talk to me. Even I never risked a glance at him. It was a pure fear that anyone would guess my liking and get a wrong impression of it.
None except my diary knew how I felt. I didn't want anything except his friendship, only friendship. He could make a good friend. I could sense that in him. Still I could only make myself his foe with my arrogance. Whenever we sit at a distance, I could only peek diagonally once and think how can I be friends with him when he doesn't even care about me. Silly heart doesn't think about facts. It knows only to admire people even if they are distant. No wonder even in my dreams, he is always distant.
Anyone would wonder what this silly description is all about. It is only to give away how and why a girl's heart is so unreadable. No one can measure the depths of an ocean with unknown and unmwasureable depths.......
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by- V.VISHNU PRIYA...
January 28, 2012
What would a girl who has a crush on someone do? She would try to befriend him casually, try to be like the best girl ever seen and all. But I was the complete opposite. I tried to avoid him as much as possible. Never looking his way, never letting his name slip my tongue or preventing others from noticing how my eyes search for him.
I had never imagined that I would be so taken up by a guy, that too someone like Sid. Not that he was the wrong one. He was one of the good ones actually. The way he calls me "Riya" always sends jitters. But it was really rare to hear him call me. I had always been so strong headed that it literally frightened him off. I don't regret it for I have my own identity.
It wasn't any teen factor that drew me to him, like looks or any such foolish criteria. It was only two strong holds- attitude and similitude. His perseverance, tenacity and confidence were what I liked a lot. He thought a lot like me. He had the same impatience, same attitude of trying to win over others, same fun, same energy and so on. What I heard was when two like minded persons confront each other, they try to win over each other. Maybe its correct, because that was what happened with us. But whenever I tried to win over him, I liked him more. And he distanced himself from me more.
Every morning on my way to college, I would only think of one thing, that I would see him again. I could never know if he thought the same. Maybe not. There was nothing like him glancing at me or trying to talk to me. Even I never risked a glance at him. It was a pure fear that anyone would guess my liking and get a wrong impression of it.
None except my diary knew how I felt. I didn't want anything except his friendship, only friendship. He could make a good friend. I could sense that in him. Still I could only make myself his foe with my arrogance. Whenever we sit at a distance, I could only peek diagonally once and think how can I be friends with him when he doesn't even care about me. Silly heart doesn't think about facts. It knows only to admire people even if they are distant. No wonder even in my dreams, he is always distant.
Anyone would wonder what this silly description is all about. It is only to give away how and why a girl's heart is so unreadable. No one can measure the depths of an ocean with unknown and unmwasureable depths.......
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by- V.VISHNU PRIYA...
January 28, 2012
